Yesterday was a dream. Went to the Tilly and the Wall concert at Sticky’s and had a most excellent time. Nick, the keyboardist is hella cute. Jenna’s energy transported our entire group of friends to a euphoric level. I may never be able to express my gratitude for her opening my eyes to such great bands.
It had been brought to my attention that I observe way too much and don’t act enough. I went out on a limb last night and made my feelings known to someone that I had admired for quite some time. It probably wasn’t the best idea, but I did it. God was it nice to have a connection to someone, even if so brief and quite taboo. I had a boyfriend for a moment—someone who enjoyed my company without expecting anything except just that: company. I hope he felt the same, but am too afraid to ask; he is forbidden fruit and shall remain on the tree. Though nothing short of tasting his sweet nectar will keep my desire at bay.
Still, I’d rather be a dreamer, a king of convenience, than the worm in someone else’s apple. I have other, non possesive things to keep myself occupied (besides boys): master’s thesis, teaching a class this fall at UALR, summertime (great Sundays song) on the Portico, and even my job is a pleasant diversion.
Currently listening to Summertime:
Static & Silence
Artist: The Sundays
Rating: 0
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